your back to normal, like your real self.... but somethings still missing, you dont use emotions and i guess its cause your afriad of getting hurt again. so suck it, thats how i felt for 6 months, and you didnt give a shit so now our rolls are reversed. yes i get it your dads sick and i feel for you but my life anit perfect. my dad works 16 hours away i see him for 1/3 of the year, how do you think that feels.
seeing you still makes my heart race but i'm tunning it out ecause you like my friend even thought you can never be with her, so leave her!!!!!!  but i guess your not my problem ey :) so go fuck yourself.

she dumped you........................ and dont feel happy like i thought i would, i guess ive gone so long without you in my life that it feels normal without you. we spoke again, it was awkward at first but after a while we were back to normal, untill i realised that i didnt want to be a second choice that you were just a waste of space. my friends were right, ive spent the last 6 months missing someone eho treated me like dirt. now its my turn to leave you, lets see how you like it...........................

this is the end i give up nolonger care :D

i tried talking to you and you seemed distant and blank and not your self.... is that because of her has she changed you that much, wheres the guy i used to know? is he still there?

you've stoped talking to me all together now.. im just so over this and i know that i need to move on but i cant and i really dont know why i just wish i could move on like you seemed to.....

im tired of putting on a happy face everyday like im fine. I cant handle this shit anymore, i cant deal with you loving someone else!! i cant be without you anymore its been 6 moths since we were friends and its really getting to me.

I miss you so damn much!!!!!!!!!!
 do you still want me as a friend?

Just give me a reason- P!NK

Right from the start, you were a thief,
You stole my heart and
I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty.
And with every touch
You fixed them.
Now, you've been talking in your sleep
Oh oh, things you never say to ME
Oh oh, tell me that you've had enough
Of our Love, our Love.

Just give me a reason,
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second, we're not broken
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again.
it's in the stars,
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're NOT broken
Just bent and we can learn to love again.

I'm sorry I don't understand where
All of this is coming from.
I thought that we were fine,
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear, WE still have everything
And it's all in your MIND.
(Yeah, but this is happenin')
You've been having real bad dreams
Oh oh, you use to lie so close to me
Oh oh, there's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Ooooh, our love, our love.

Just give me a reason,
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second, we're not broken
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again.
I never stopped
It's still written in the scars on my heart
You're NOT broken
Just bent and we can learn to love again.

Oh, tear ducts and rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust,
But our love's enough.
You're holding it in,
You're pouring a drink
No, nothing is as bad as it seems.
We'll come clean!

Just give me a reason,
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second, we're not broken
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again.
It's in the stars
It's still written in the scars on our hearts
That We're NOT broken
Just bent and we can learn to love again.


Just give me a reason,
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second, we're not broken
Just bent and we can learn to LOVE again.
Oh, it's in the stars
It's still written in the scars on our hearts
That We're NOT broken
Just bent and we can learn to love again.

Ooh, we can learn to love again
Ooh, we can learn to love again
Oh, that we're not broken
Just bent and we can learn to love again

 i told you that i hate you and its nit true and i didnt mean it, its just you, you made me sooo mad and angry. when shes around you dont even speak to me and a few days ago you said that i was your little sis and you were my big bro.... do i mean nothing now that you've got her?
I will always love you but at the moment i really dont like you. you were my best guy friend and that means alot cause i ont just give that title to anybody.....

if this ever comes true i bet it wint happen to me like ever.....

should i stop trying to be your friend again? because i really truly miss you, alot, like alot, alot...

you lied to me and that hurt!Forever...do you remember?

 

i guess i fell in love......with you and all your little things

so i lose

you dont know what i feel about you... i feel lost without you
and you think i dont care anymore, you think that i don't miss you and you think that i can just throw away my feelings for you.... well i can and i wont! Yes i do miss you and Yes i do still care about you alot!

From the movie 10 things i hate about you....

I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you’re not around,
and the fact that you didn’t call.
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
not even close…
not even a little bit…
not even at all.

SCREAM AND SHOUT


Losing grip by Avril Lavigne Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you place beside you to take somebody's place
when you turn around can you recognize my face you used to love me,
you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't ok I was left to cry there
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

[chorus]

Crying out loud I'm crying out loud
Crying out loud I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there
when I was scared I was so alone Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care
If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere
Why should I care cuz you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care If you don't care then I don't care were not going anywhere

and..................................

He Wasn't also by Avril Lavigne There's not much going on today.
I'm really bored, it's getting late.
What happened to my Saturday?
Monday's coming, the day I hate.

Sit on the bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

This is when I start to bite my nails.
And clean my room when all else fails.
I think it's time for me to bail.
This point of view is getting stale.

I'll sit on my bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.

Na na na na na, we've all got choices.
Na na na na, we've all got voices.
Na na na na na, stand up make some noise.
Na na na na, stand up make some noise.

I'll sit on my bed alone, staring at the phone.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
He isn't really what I'm looking for.
He wasn't what I wanted, what I thought, no.
He wouldn't even open up the door.
He never made me feel like I was special.
Like I was special, cuz I was special.

Na na na na na.

 THE BEGINING .

What do you do when your best friend leaves you for a girl. A girl who you called your friend who took your best friend from you and turned everyone against me my friends who now care more about her than about me..... What do you do then