your back to normal, like your real self.... but somethings still missing, you dont use emotions and i guess its cause your afriad of getting hurt again. so suck it, thats how i felt for 6 months, and you didnt give a shit so now our rolls are reversed. yes i get it your dads sick and i feel for you but my life anit perfect. my dad works 16 hours away i see him for 1/3 of the year, how do you think that feels.
seeing you still makes my heart race but i'm tunning it out ecause you like my friend even thought you can never be with her, so leave her!!!!!!  but i guess your not my problem ey :) so go fuck yourself.

she dumped you........................ and dont feel happy like i thought i would, i guess ive gone so long without you in my life that it feels normal without you. we spoke again, it was awkward at first but after a while we were back to normal, untill i realised that i didnt want to be a second choice that you were just a waste of space. my friends were right, ive spent the last 6 months missing someone eho treated me like dirt. now its my turn to leave you, lets see how you like it...........................